Tough times

There's so many things that has transpired.
There's so many things in my mind right now.
There's so many times i've had a breakdown.
I've got nothing now.
The shit is fucked up.

3.45 am. Sunday already. :(

Hi!

So i just went to melaka this morning.
Went to see my sis,then since we have nowhere to go,we went to muar,johor for a while,makan goren pisan.
Then send back my sis kat hostel. Hmm :(
Conclusion : goodbyes are hard. Hate it.

So back at home at twelve just now,watch movies and all up till now.
Yah,i noticed that when i'm sad,i like to blogging. Hmm
Anyways,after watching movies......
Something hits me :

Mission : wake up fira!( stop daydreaming and start to live in this reality)! Reality is really harsh though.
Ohh,is it true that dreaming is the kickstart for success? Pretty much it doesn't work that way for me.

So note to self:
Just hope away and keep the faith fira! ;F

Cheers,
Fira.

Not so great new year?

So this brand new year started like a piece of crap.
Had to send my sissy to melaka for her studies.
So i am feeling rather down right now. Hmm :(

Just wanna say,

I LOVE YOU SIS ASH!

newly new :)

hello again!

so i have pimplified this blog. i think the old want is boring,but then,does this new one improves? it's your call really. ahh.

anndd i also make a chat box down the ' letters of credence ' thingy so do drop ur comments n i'll try to reply to it. :)

love,

fira

It never ends. =0

Hi!

I feel like writing. :)
Attention : this is going to be a long post and i'll bet it's gonna be deadly BORING. There's no picture,so it's just grey wall filled with inks. I don't see any reasons why people would read this but i'm just going to try my luck and just write n write n write. Haha. Thanks if you're reading up until here only and thank you even more if you bear with me n read till the end. Jeez,i've been saying thanks a lot that it would totally bored you. Ahha. But seriously,thanks,i appreciate it. :)

So,i've just got back from vacation. 4 days n 3 nites.
1st day,last thursday : at kuantan,went to cerating.
2nd day,last friday : went to kelantan,stop by at terengganu on the way. Makan kropok lekor. Haha,in kelantan,ate nasi kerabu n nasi dagang. Haha food loves me! Eh?
3rd day,last saturday : went to ipoh,perak
4th day,today! Sunday : still at perak,pegi pasar karat. Pasar full with barang antik. Wahh. Then went home.

Alright,back to present,right now i feel like a total crap. :(
There's a lot of reasons :
1. Sis,tak yah pegi melaka eh? Hmm,yeah,my sister is going to Uitm melaka for her studies. Eh,betul ke ayat ni?
2. Why did this word kept popping up! : SPM. Everyone is like keep preparing for it,and it starts to freak me out!
Don't get it wrong,i'm not blaming everyone,keep up the good work and study people. I'm just dissapointed with myself,focus fira! Ah shit,this SPM thing is like a constant stomachache or rather a heartache for me. Haha. I know i'm making a big deal about this,and i know this will sound soo nerrdyy. Haha.

So ,that's all. Cheers if you're reading up till here. ;D

Love,
Fira.

A week has passed! :D

Hi!

So yeah, a week has passed. And i've got to say that this week is soo fun.
Though with consequences. Haha. I am soo tired.

Let me fill u in with news of what i did on this week.
Soo,my house has setted up with wi-fi quite a week ago,and i onlined every single night till past midnight.

On Monday i woke up early,went to mid valley with family to buy this e-cigarrette thingy. Then i don't really remember where did we go after that but we reached home pretty late. And like i said,i onlined till past midnight.

Then tuesday,wake up early again. Went shopping with my dear sister. Ate at Carl's Jr. Delicious. :) i've bought myself a new ukulele strings too.

Wednesday, wake up early. And this time really early. Went out with my sister and her friends watching movies : social network. Go and watch it. Haha.

Thursday, finally got myself a lil' bit of rest. Though still not enough for me. Haha. Oh yeah,thursday went to clinic. My sis has a fever. Then,have dinner at malee tomyam.

Friday went to settle bills,go and see the dentist. Eerghh. Haha.

Saturday went to melaka. Went to melaka parade,dataran pahlawan and all.

Then today, firstly we went to the summit USJ. Then headed to jusco bukit tinggi. Then i don't know where we went. Haha. I was so exhausted that i've knocked out in the car. Haha. Wake up and realised that it's night already and we are at the bagan lalang beach. Haha.
So we ate seafood there and then we headed home.

So now here i am,blogging at 1 in the morning.
Basically all of this shit talk was that :

I am soo tired. But i have had really much fun. Haha

P.s. = i've talked a lot here,so i guess there will be so many mistakes. My grammar and all. Sorry if u don't understand at all at what i am talking about. Lol. ;D

Have a great day!

Love,
Fira.

Dental care. Ahh. =(

Hi there! =p

So today,me n my family went to settle bills and all sorts of stuff. Then,while my mom went to renew my sister's driving license,my dad n us went to the dentist.

My sister want to do the scaling and stuff. And that was so scary! Haha!
There's BLOOD everywhere. Geez. I'm so dramatic hah? But seriously that freaks me out. Haha.
So,the point is,im scared of dentist.

Haha,so that's all for today. Im making a big deal out of the dentist thingy right?
Have a great evening guys! =p

Love,
Fira