Thursday, November 26, 2009

disgrace to my mind



Stereotypes! Die!
Stereotypes! Die!
Stereotypes! Die!
You,
Judge people easily,
Only at first sight!
You're fucking sick!
You are my neuralgic!
Go,
Hide your ass out,
Coz if i have it my chance,
I ripped apart your chest,
And show you,
Before you rest in peace,
Your fucking blacken heart.
artword by,
fira

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

unanswered



erm, lately, questions seems to come up in me mind. i wonder..

  1. am I so bad?
  2. am I selfish?
  3. why must i did it?
  4. can i get it?
  5. will me parents get mad?
  6. why things happen?
  7. why cant i speak?
  8. why must i have these with me?
  9. why am I surrounded by people who wants something in return?
  10. why cant i stand on my own 2 feet?
  11. how can I be happy?
  12. why does my mind get infected?
  13. why am I forgotten?

ah well,the only thing I can figure out is =

I'm a sinner and I am certainly is fucked up!

lots of love,

fira

mind games



Mentally dead,
My eyes seems to stuck.
It won't fucking close,
As days been crossed in my calendar
I have definitely gone too far.
This rancour,
Is killing me for sure,
I fucking regret it,
I fucking regret it.



Artword by,
fira

idiotic lass

Congratulations!
Your face,
Your name,
On every shitty magazine,
I've found.
You're the cynosure now.
Well,
In your world,
You always will be.
Laughing to myself,
Your voice,
Circling in my mind.
Your words,
"You'll regret this,
When my face is known"
Your pathetic little phrases.
Well here we are,
Regrets,go coil inside me,
Regrets,of knowing you!
You,
Criticize people,
Being happy,
After seeing they crumbled down,
Down to the ground.
You are a pathetic little piece of shit!
There you are,
You have the lights on you,
And here I am,
Giving no fuck 'bout it.
I don't give a fuck!
For all I know,
I swear to God,
I hate you!
We,
In my mind,
Never fucking being friends.
Artword by,
fira

Sunday, November 22, 2009

good saturday!

happy monday!

yeah,last saturday was awesome!

my family n me went to Danga bay,johor.

we started the journey at 9am,n reached there 'bout 7.30pm (haha,i noe, it takes a long time to
get there eh. actually,we stopped by at several places so dats why it takes quite a long time.)

at the Danga Bay,we walked around the stores,then we had our dinner.

about 9pm,we went to our car,sit there for a while.

at 10pm,me n me sis went to a cafe,chillin' out till 1am. we order a couple of drinks n corn in cup. yummy.

then,we headed to another cafe where our parents is having a cup of tea. woah,my tummy was full of drinks dat nite.

well,we sit around for a little while,then,we headed back to our home.

gah, that nite was fucking great.

alrite,thats all fer now. bye then. have a nice day!

ps=my english sucks! haha,lots of grammatical problems! sorry!

lots of love,
fira

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

plastic sweetheart.

3 years went by,
I've seen enough,
I've heard enough,
I've had enough.
My friend,
You act it so well,
I owe you a standing ovation,
I'll save it till our doomsday then.
You,
Reborn from your egocentric,
After you heard the news,
That hanging out with movie star lassie,
Is what i do.
Now,
Save your over-dramatic acting,
I won't buy it swetheart.
You're so fucking wrong,
By hanging out with me,
It wont help for sure.
You will never get to hang out with that movie star,
You're just that sucker for the famous faces.
Now,
Leave me alone dear,
But fire me with your fucking valediction first.
Come on,
It's you last show.
Haha,you're so fucking pathetic,
It made me sick.
Fucking suicide yourself,
Because your life seems empty,
But only for lies and fakeness.
Artword by,
fira.

tuesday tuesday!

happy evening!

it's been a long time i've been cut out from this technology world. hmm.

its dat rite? lol,my english is getting worst, eh.

anyway,nothing much happened this past few days.

it's quite pathetic actually. woo.

but at least i get enough sleep. =p

today is quite boring (though not da whole day)

i wake up n just sit around,got nothing to do.

then at 2pm, i watched rob n big!

god,those guys r fucking hilarious! lol!

n afterwards,i listened some favourite songs.

gahh,pretty much,dats wat i do everyday.

n my mood is totally out of control,it's undecided. hmm.

alrite,dats all fer now!

have a nice day!

lots of love,
fira

Monday, November 2, 2009

nice death is waiting for you.

Thank you!
Thank you my friend!
For stabbing a knife right on my back!
For all the lies,
For all the cynicism,
For all the faking smiles,
You deserved Hell for sure!
Yeah,you may be happy,
But does your feelings choke on you
When you're alone?
Well, i hope you had a happy day.
And when you're done,
Go,kneel down before my eyes,
And cry me,
A river of fucking blood,
For all i know,
I don't give a fuck.
Now do as you like,
For your life is meaningless,
The echoes of the corpses,
From the graveyard,
Is welcoming you already.


artword by,
fira

typical monday.

happy monday!

wah,its been a long time since i post anything.

so sorry,i promise to post my artword but i didnt due to my internet problems.

i will post it up later today though. =p

anyway,nothing much happen over the weekend.

just rolling around in my living room,wondering through space. lol.

alrite then,better be off, got nothing much to say.

have a nice day!

lots of love,
fira.