So yeah,i'm just gonna jot down what i'm feeling right now :
1. It's sad to think that there's no one will read this blog. But i'll just keep writing cause i don't know,i just take this blog as my diary then. It feels so much better after writing every problems that i have down in here. So yeah, fuck it haha.
2. I think that i'm moving backwards instead of moving forward. Like i am forgotten,ah well,i think i'll always be forgotten. Like i said,i'll accept the fact that i am ordinary hmm.
3. I watched everyone is like reaching for their goal and honestly,i don't see my goal from where i stand right now.
4. Like seriously i am depressed about pretty much everything right now. Just hoping away that i can see in a positive way on what's happening. Kinda like this picture-
Yeah,i wish i can see rainbows,(metaphorically speaking ohhkay haha). That way every bitter things looks okay and not that hard.
(p/s:Is this picture too big? I don't know,i've been posting using ipod so its a lil' bit tricky to post pictures)
Alright,that's it for now. Happy holidaayys and chinese new yearrr people!!
Love,
Fira
